UPDATE!

seems abit rush! coz im gonna use this post to describe my life in Brisbane, Australia.
......4 months passed and 1 conclusion i get - BORING LIKE HELL!!!!
luckily i came with friend. =DD
i play piano almost everyday and this is the most exciting activity in brisbane for me.
nothing much to do in brisbane.
movie...erm,its expensive and i dont have the habit of watching every single movie cos this's just not my style =P
nevertheless,i did watch some like "IP MAN" "IRON MAN" "erm,,i forgot the name,its an american war-type lots of awards winning movie. i just forogt the name", then,lastly, a lamest movie i ever watched "HK movie...forgot the name again. but its so reasonable to forget the name of this very silly movie.
maybe GYM, another place to go at least twice a week. cos im just too bored and so i started to exercise =P
ermmm, rental of $170/week is so expensive which makes 4 of us stay home almost everyday. seriously,i need fresh air outside,
i wish to go out and do some outdoor activities everyday.
whatsoever, i feel seriously tired this month...i need my friends and family!!! something just so weird and i never face this before. sure its something bad....please dont ask me (cos u know wat i mean...)
thats all =PP finally i updated my blog
..........................gonna edit or delete this when im free next time =DD
i just wanna say im not a disciplined person cos what im thinking right now is to skip tomorrow's workshop...

blogging in taipei =D

okay. nothing special to talk bout.
since i already stopped wrting essay for such a long time, i'll just mention everything in point form.

1st day (30th dec): reached taoyuan international ariport at 6.35pm. then headed off to new continental hotel. went to the nearest night market which sells only food. sui jiao + yang chun mian is simply delicious and cheap!

2nd day (31st dec): wake up at 9am then had my buffet breakfast at 10pm. MRT from taipei main mrt station to taipei 101. shop at taipei 101 and xin guang 3 yue and bought a ROOTS jacket. its so worth! tats all as i cant afford to buy others and branded items are not my main purpose of coming taiwan =D met wentze, lynn, huiyi and shiling at 4pm. went to taipei101 2009 countdown concert at 7pm and freezedd there til 8pm. the weather was extremely cold tat i hav to buy a scarf and a gloves to keep warm. we stayed there to see only rainie's, s.h.e's, farenheit's, MAYDAY and LeeHom's performance. MAYDAY and Leehom ROCK!! leehom even bring us his new song =D too bad tat we missed hao jiao xiang qi's performance. overall, it was a nice countdown event and a whole new experience for me.

3rd day (1st jan): went to xi men ding with aim of visiting show's shop but mission failed as we only noticed how far is the shop after dinner and we dont hav much time to visit already. i did siasui things at 3 shops. went to a shop selling branded street wears, den i saw a super nice nike sports shoe, but i mind tat it has only the appearance but not the quality. i want a multi-purpose shoes!! keep asking this and that at that shop til the worker there know me. then, i asked the worker to keep d shoe for me so i can buy it only when i decided to go home. next, i entered the nike shop just besides tat shop to look around. i set my target on 3 sports shoes, but stil asking the functions of each shoes on rack. finally,i decided to try the running shoe. again, i sneaked to the shop besides and checked for more shoes!! stil, its mainly for street wear. i saw the shoes i want in the 1st shop i mentioned but lastly, i bought the same shoes i mentioned, in the 3rd shop cos the manager and d sales guy here are so nice. they even kept shopping bags for us. we went back to hotel by mrt at 12am.
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1 thing i discovered is that, guys here are mostly good-looking with big eyes, fit body shape and good sense of wearing. *hiao-ing* its true like wat shanqi has told me before. but i hardly see the true face of gals here as they started make-up since primary school. all look pretty and so, i grouped them together.

dilemma =.=

my brain is about to burst for having so many unsolved problems...=.=

my major problem: i have been 'resting' since the end of PMR exam...
and, i have done nothing in these 4 years time.
scored only *A's in SPM where my other friends got 8A's and above...
to my mum, dad and to myself: I'm really sorry for my poor result! why on earth am i so lazy, so not determined, aimless, uncommitted, unorganized, and foolish!
4 years, long enough to start studying again, start being an organized person!!!
i really wish i can change my terrible behavior, chnage myself from top to bottom, from inside to outside, physically and mentally!
but, i know, to achieve this, i need to put a little more effort into it. haiksss
so, my main problem would be 'how to put more effort'?
......i really don't know how to work hard on something like my study.( to be exact, not only study =.=) never experienced and thus i never know the feeling of working hard.
and now that i already realised the importance of 'working hard to succeed', i shall make an attempt on it!
after all, who wanna join me to go "Milk Temple" to pray and ask for help...coz I'm really worried for my Tafe Sem3 & Sem4 final exams since i haven't started my study as i said. lol
I'm just praying that everything will be alright at last!!! AMITABHA~

my 2nd problem: I'm concerned with my dad. he needs to support his 3 daughters for overseas-education purpose next year. all at once! i wonder if he can afford us!!!
my elder sis is going to australia very soon, as well as my younger sis who is going to japan next year to experience a different lifestyle with her 3 host families for a duration of 1 year.
anddd, not to miss out me, who is going australia next year too to pursue my study!!! all these have to do with MONEY $$$ (hopefully, everything is OK!)
aikksss, what am i doing now???
i really should appreciate that i have this chance to go study in foreign country, having such a great parents who allow me to go. really thankful for it!
what i need to do now is just study, study and still...study! try to get a better result and everything will be good! mum,dad, i wont let u down!

...lastly, my biggest subject of concern: am i going to start my working life after my degree, which means in 2 years time! OH NOOOOO!!!!!!!!! OMGOMGOMG! sorry, i don't feel like starting my working life in such a young age- 21!!!!! how???!!! i am really afraid of it!!!! im just too fast compared to my other Friends who will only graduate and start working in their 24/25 years old. :'( :'( :'(
my dad used to say: there's nothing such as RUGI if u step out earlier coz for whatever reason, u're still faster than others. but, I'm just not prepared for everything outside!!! sorry, i have to tell, i might continue with master or what....=.=!haiksss

hoooo...finally relaxed after blogging out all rubbish at once!!!thanks for listening (oops,readin)! AMITABHA! GOD BLESS ME =D

missing you =)

i miss my highschool friends sososososoooo much!!!!
i really miss u all!
i still remember the time when we were playing around, fooling each other, discussing when to ponteng, copying homeworks, gossiping, singing, hitting 'dongdong the penguin'..
its so funny that we only go to school if PJ class is available XD

i miss u beeleng, poeyyee, priscilla (somebody please help me to tell them. im counting on u,sien! haha)
i miss all my 5S1 classmates (secretly take out the name list to list all names)
amelia, li-wei, hazel, poeyyee, priscilla, sueting, siewjuen, velverie, geokhooi, sharon, beesiang, phooisan, apple, cheesean, huiying, choonching, yenlynn, synjie, liling, anngie, hooiping, leeping, huisien, hoeyjia!!!!!! how long have we been in the same class, i cant really remember =D
some like..synjie n i were classmates for 11 years but she is now studying in kdu while im studying in inti. how sad =(
we all are really good, great, awesome, fantastic, amazing friends!

im so lucky to have u all in my highschool life. i truely appreciate it!
so glad n happy that we're still meeting around even though most of us are separated now.
semangat dan tradisi ini mesti diamalkan, dikekalkan dan diwarisi secara turun temurun ya!

Happy 19th Birthday PENG HUI SIEN!!!
May All your Dreams Come True!
Stay Healthy, Happy, Smarty, Wealthy, Pretty, my dear friend =)

thank you!

im always very lazy to update my blog.

now, im doing this to thank those who celebrated my birthday with me (my present classmates- peiching, jeff, kheaseng, zhixiang, winsam, kinyew, xinyong, annie, yensan, yixuan, jingting, yanthong, ning; and my high school friends!!), those who wished me a happy birthday, and those who specially posted a note to wish me here ( hazel, peiching, jeff, ping, liuyan)

thanks for doing all these. i really appreciate it so much!
haha...
btw, sorry for disappointing u all. sorry to have distress u all for not being able to carry on with my original plan- apartment stay, as i promised. but u know laa, this was due to..what st.anne's activity in penang.

and...thanks for all the gifts i've received. i really like the 'best friend award' form jeff,winsam & kheaseng; the shirt and all the snacks from hooiping & leeping =.=, the chocolate from kinyew; the toilet bowl from anngie =.=; the red wine from wentze; a cute keychain from phyllis, a necklace to bring luck from shuling, a bracelet/ bangle? with my name on it =D from dolphin loke, maomao, eefang, aieshan, joeyen & demmi; a cake from my aunt; a clip for books with my name carved on it from xinyong =D; a set of breakfast prepared by liling for my birthday; and last but not least, a photo album with photos of me, huisien and jay from huisien! thanks again!!!

peiching, u dont need to sorry for not able to come to my bday celebration (i knw u r sick! haha)
hooiping, u din write me a letter this year =.= haha
sis ping, u not yet but me a present!! :( yet, u already gave alan a nike football as present for his 30th july birthday!!!!! wei, my birthday came 1st laaaaaa! u owe me yaa =) haha
hoeyjia, u can actually post the present to me =.=

ok..overall, it was a happy birthday! my 19th birthday!!! im old enough to think more wisely now. im old enough to make my own decision. im old enough to only start to be hardworking now. im old enough to stop my negative attitudes...

yes, i need to change in order to succeed, in order to achive and fulfill my dreams!!!! God Bless Me!!!! hahaah

24may2009

i like to do things systematically, yet, im not a systematic person
i never do things according to my to-do list, cos i never list out things to do
i always want to change myself physically and mentally, yet i never changed before
i always solve problems or deal with any situation with my 6th sense, cos i am so lazy to find the answers or solutions, but i do not trust my intuition most of the time

...its good to know that i understand myself
at least, i think i understand myself =D=D=D

'meaningful day' for me

erm...did alot of meaningful things today..hahah
except 1 thing la, which is..... i broke my spec!!! i tried to adjust the spec cos it seems abit senget, but maybe i used too much 'power' which forced my spec to patah into pieces =D

at 4pm something, my sis & i went straight to Naza beach cos we dont need to go to GRC course (yeahhh)
ya,not forget to say tat, my sis placed a mountain bike inside my SMALL CAR,,,can u imagine tat??!!
meanwhile, we called wentze & her bro to come & play skimboard together...
quoted from ah ken (wentze's bro) : Thank God, this laa, the wave i've waited for nearly 3 months!!!
hahaha,,,we bring luck **lol
i never played skimboard before, but i think i got talent! after being taught by our so-pro-teacher, i can jump,stand & move abit with the board now!yaa, i also learnt how to observe the wave, like whether we can skim now or not...yeng nia! hahah

skiim for 3/4 hours something, then we went to wentze's house to take a bath
have our dinner in sri ananda at 9.30pm...(the waiters there like to give free food/ drinks...haha)
again, my sis not only managed to place a mountain bike inside my car, even the skimboard, she can place inside my car! BOTH inside my car! hahaha
OMG, so happy today!!! other than those things tat i've done today,
another good news > Hull City 1 : Liverpool 3 (my supported team)
Hopefully....i'll smile till the end of the premier league =))) hohohooo

ok, i'll try posting some pictures for the 1st time @.@

pic to prove tat the weather is really good

my sis & i

she just want to show tat skimboard isnt heavy at all

seee, i even do cycling


eat like an indian

abit too much for 3 persons =D still, we can finish all !